The dark side of my soul

Whenever I cried, it was in your arms
You held me so close, away from all harm

Your soft warm skin, always against mine
Our hearts, always beating at the same time

You watched over me, like a guardian angel
You kept me safe, under your protecting spell
Whenever in darkness, you gave me light
And whenever hurt, into you I fell

But all that has left me, no longer, no more
Your something I don't know, you've left me so sore

I'm all alone now, in my minds darkest place
Blood stained skin, tear stained face

But I know what I must do, to heal this broken soul
I need to strengthen my weak heart, turn it ice cold

Hide all my feelings, disguise these falling tears
Become empty inside, let no one near

Bring up the barriers, walls around my heart
Make them stronger than before, so they wont fall apart

Bleed out all the poison, let darkness draw me in
Let it take over me, make the light go dim

Hide behind the shadows, the only things that help
And slowly once again, fall back into myself