Needle through my heart

by ..::Angel of your darkness::..   May 31, 2006

Everything falls apart
And I'm left here in the dark
Remember the things that went on
Reminding myself youre gone

I'm laughing through the tears
And crying through the rage
I've never felt so hurt before
And there's only you to blame

I was such a fool
For ever believing in you
For trying to see what wasn't there
I let my own heart tear

Every word that I believed
Every lie that left me deceived
Every pain will make me bleed
And it's all because of you

Every time you said I love you
I took it to my heart
Every time you said something hurtful
I felt it tear apart
Every time you made me smile
It only lasted awhile
You were only ever out to hurt me

Don't you know...

I would have kissed away
Every falling tear
I would have held you in my arms
Forever near

I'd never let anyone hurt you
I'd stand in there way
And if you ever asked
You know I'd stay

I'll always

Remember the way you kissed me
Like I was something you didn't want to let go
I believed every word you told me that day
How was I to know...

To know you were lying
Like so many times before
Why am I always the one
That's left so sore

Now I just...

Watch you as you walk by
Through teary eyes
All the time

It hurts too much to say goodbye
It hurts too much inside

I don't want...

To think about it
I don't want to believe it
I want to go back and pretend its all ok
I don't want you to go away
I'm not ready

I don't want to hurt
Not like this
I just want you to hold me again
I just want to taste your kiss...

But now the rain just pours in my soul
As everything seems to fall apart
Because every word that I once believed
Now feels like a needle through my heart...

(Sorry it's a bit of mess, it was just a load of thoughts and feelings I quickly wrote down one night awhile ago)


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  • 11 years ago

    by stephanie16

    Really good poem!!!!

  • 11 years ago

    by yourmyeverything

    Dude this freakin rocks... i feel the same way.. well keep pursuing your poem writing, thats an AWESOME poem!! sorry .. i really like it.

  • 11 years ago

    by i love danny

    Ok wow that was real god but yeah i know how youy fel that happened to me with my x abraham and ya so email me bac or comment one of my poems pleze cuz it would b nice to talk to someone that knows exactly how i feel so pleze it would mean alot wel bi

  • 11 years ago

    by Keshia

    I think it was really good i liked it alot basically how i feel GOOD JOB!!!

  • 11 years ago

    by The Disturbed Poet

    I love sounds so sincere and like it was written for me.....good writing style and amazing wording...

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