Mixed Up

Rising above you,Running threw you,Punishing you for what you've done,
Guilt drives us all to the point where we don't want to face our feelings
Confession to yourself,I've done wrong, A mark left on you that always stings,
Hiding, Covering up, Ashamed,don't want to take the blame,
Grieving,Loss,Sorrow, Driving you insane,

Nothing is the way it seems,
And no one is the way they show,
Because the wrong doesn't leave, it continues to grow

Lack of sleep because of you,
Caught in the life style you go threw,
Lack of thought because of you,
Caught in your plight that you grew

I'm playing the blame game all over again,
I'm forgetting all I stood for and giving in,

High strung on everything you feel,
These scars remain they don't seem to heal,
Tendency to give into there ways,
Turn off course, get lost in the maze,

Find your way back,
Prepare for every type of attack
I need a way out, Away from sin
Time to start all over again.

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I wrote this poem, By mixing up different lines from other poems I've written,
Wrapped it all up and put it together and posted it
Hope you enjoy
-Eric-