by Dark Demise   Sep 27, 2007

I've awakened again, believing every tainted illusion was real.
Effecting the rest of my day, I even struggle to eat my break-fest meal.

I feel weak, and guilty inside, this time the hill is far to steep,
Am I really a killer?, did I really put someone into never endless sleep?
I sit outside on a bench watching the setting of the sun,
All I can think of is if they will catch me for what I may have done,

I want to confess and turn myself in,
But the punishment is to harsh, it is wearing my hope thin,
I want to make this right and find a way to make some sort of amends,
But even now my mind is blank,Due to my weariness and the suspense,

I go to bed once more, unable to close my eyes,
Laying in bed for endless hours,And the sun begins to rise,

Just that same day, at the crack of dawn,
I receive a phone call from my little victim friend,
Not even listening him,But now I realize how far my twisted thoughts have gone,
My little corrupt mind has to come to a end,

I take a gun and point it at my head,
I have no final wish, I begin to squeeze the trigger soon to be dead,
I take one last breath as my body begins to shake,
I pull the trigger, just to see that this dream was also fake,

I get up out of my bed, to see that everything is fine
But I still have that cold feeling that is shriveling up my spine,


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  • I've had dreams like this, which came after my ex had passed away. It's such a beautiful poem. The image in this was so powerful that made me believe I was in this nightmare. The rhyming and flow fit just right. Great job!

  • 10 years ago

    by Cayce

    Ooooh. That was marvelous. I've had dreams like that. I've woken up in sweat with my hear pounding because I swear I had just killed someone. I loved the wording.

    *Is just in love with your dark twisted poems*

    Cayce xx

  • 10 years ago

    by +Purple Sky+

    I still have to read your other two new poems... but so far, this is the best out of everything you've written, it was really clear and illustrative and the words were really effectively used

  • 10 years ago

    by December

    I love all of ur poems keep writing plezz!! you r very good at it! this poem was GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • 10 years ago

    by LiveMyLifeOnALullaby

    I loved reading this poem! amazing poem. it flowed really well.

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