Despises

She's become what she despises most. She's feeling something she's never wanted to feel.

She's the one thing she said she'd never be. She's the one thing you hate so much.

She's become a shadow of who you are. She's become everything you wanted her to be. She's become this emotional monster.

She's transformed into this shell of a person. And you have no idea what you've created.

I've created this other half of me. My second persona. The one thing I swore I'd never become is the one person that's here for me. The only person that feeds me my dose of negativity.

The one person that seems to tell me the truth. She tells what you're afraid to say. She makes me feel what I'm afraid of feeling.

She's come what she despises most, but she's everything I've ever needed