Thought Out Suicide

Ever feel like,
There's somewhere else,
You'd much rather be?

Ever wanna give in,
Though there's much more left,
For you to see?

Sitting, waiting, hoping,
You run away to hide,
Beginning to plan,
Your thought out suicide,

Thinking about how,
And what you leave behind,
What's there left to do?
Simple answer: Suicide,

Now you feel,
Happier,
Not long 'till your free,

Something you haven't thought,
About,
Your losing me,

Feeling like there's nothing left,
No reason to go on,
Feeling like you just don't belong,

Your way to go,
Your way to hide,
Few more minutes,
'Till you comitt suicide,

Trains getting closer,
Your leaving things behind,
Your gonna be more free,
... Suicide,

Train approaching, getting near,
With a stomach full of butterflies,
And a body full of fear,

You stand at the track,
Not looking back,
Taking your leap,
Others left to weap,

Now you're gone,
Where you don't have to hide,
Don't feel anything,
Your train suicide,

My heart has broken,
You've left me behind,
Now I go to,
Plan my suicide.