My goodbye baby

This is my good bye
That i write to you
By the time you get it
I'll possibly be through

With the tears in my eyes
The bottle in my hand
Everything looks black
In this messed up land

i place the bottle down
reach out for the blade
I'm sick of this life
And the games that are played

The blade in my hand
look how my hands shake
this is the future
that i chose to make

everything is dark
as i pull the cold blade across
it slides down my wrists
out pours the loss

a few more deep cuts
i feel light in the head
i can feel my blood flow
down my arm and on my bed

my last thoughts
will turn to you
i whisper your name
but you don't come to my rescue

i feel all dizzy
my head is spinning round
i cant hold myself up
so i fall on the ground

so lifeless i now Ly
on the bed room floor
cause i couldn't take it
do it anymore

my life flashes before me
fck what a mess
nobody saw it
they couldn't care less

so goodbye i say
please Know it is true
you meant the world to me
but now my world is through