Seven Simple Letters

Who am I?
Why can't you look me in the eye?
Why am I everything you hate?
Why do I have such a fate?

My life is full of questions
My life has no lessons.
My world has changed from innocent to tainted,
Everything has turned black, have I fainted?

Seven simple letters are my world
Seven simple letters control this girl.
Seven simple letters is all i need
To describe what must be done indeed!

What seven letters you ask?
Try to figure it out, or run.
For seven simple letters are all i need
To describe my deep miss.

Promise?

No.

Forever?

Only for your world, you'd know.

Be Loved?

Wrong.

Hopeful?

No, cause I'm not strong.

Give up yet?
Yeah, I bet.
Seven simple letters controls my hate.
Seven simple letters will cause my fate.

Seven simple letters
And I want to cry.
Seven simple letters
And I'm ready to die.

Seven simple letters
In my head they cry.
Seven simple letters
Make up the word
Suicide.