I Turn To My Blade

The words break my heart
So I turn to my blade
When this gets too tough
I turn to my blade
It�s my way out
A feeling I didn�t know I could feel
It covers the pain in my heart
As I focus on the pain it releases
It cuts me deep
And I know I�m weak
To take this way out
To use my blade as my last resort
But I can�t go on with life
But I can�t die
I�m stuck in the middle of two worlds
It�s more painful than suicide
It kills more people than guns
Makes so many people scream
And run
Watch them run to my side
As I collapse coz I can�t die
I�m trying to make it through each day
But my blade is the only way
It helps me feel the pain
When I�m numb inside
It reminds me that one day I�ll be ready to say goodbye