Because Of You

I'm anorexic.
I'm suicidal.
I'm losing control of my temper.
Because of you.

You call me names way to often.
Like sumo and disgusting pig.
That now I'm starting to believe.
I hardly eat and losing to much weight.

You treat me like shit.
You laugh at my tears.
That now suicide thoughts dominate my mind.
Many times I've come close to giving in and letting go.
Because of you.

I've always had a temper.
Your constant fights have pushed me over the edge.
That now I'm a danger to my friends.
My hands hurts from punching the wall in fury.
Because of you.

Because of you.
I'm not the same.
Because of you.
Now all I am
Is a shell of the person I once was.

(To Sabrina I wish I never met you!)