Its too easy to die

I tried and tried again
ye here i am
i cant manage to take this life
so i decide to live it up

death i realize is just too easy
maybe not for me, dam did i try

life is hard and painful
thats what i need
more pain to realize i am alive

life sucks, lets not lie
its hard and painful
i have yet to be happy
but one day
some way
i will be
happy