The meaning of life

The meaning of life
Is left unknown
Everybody has
Their proof to show

Some people have
The most perfect life
They have the perfect husband
They are the perfect wife

Some people don't know
What its like to be loved
So their left asking question
From the mighty God above

Why don't I know
what love feels like
My mom just left me
so she would have fun in life

Well i'm not having fun
Growing up on my own
But Oh well Now
Because I'm fully grown

I have been robbed of my childhood
And disrespected in my past
But I don't care anymore
Because my hate for you got old fast

I could care less about you
and you are my mother
Isn't that sad to
Hear this from your daughter

I am fifteen years old
And I'm smarter than you
I know what I want
And its nothing to do with you

So you can love me all you want
and beg me for my care
But oh well When I needed
You most, You were never there

So just leave me alone
Forget that I exist
I hope you cry
You read this

Cry a alot for the
Times that you said bye
Cry a river to make up
For The ocean I cried

Well this poem is sorta unfinished but i just can't seem to find anymore to say with it