Virginity

Virginity...

whats the big deal about it
why is everyone so focused on abstinence and waiting

on another note
why are people just giving it up like it means nothing
why do they sacrifice everything for a moment of pleasure

why cant there just be one answer
yes you should wait
no you should give it away

ignore pregnancy and diseases
why is virginity so important
why isnt it

does anyone really know

and if youre supposed to wait
why is it so difficult

why do people say there're going to wait
but one night with a guy/girl and then their innocence is gone

and if you're supposed to give it away
why does it hurt so much when the guy/girl you give it to, walks away
why does it feel like something has been stolen from you
why does it feel like youre empty

im trying to figure all this out
im with a guy i love
and its so tempting to just live in the moment
to just give in to the urge
to let him have everything
and the last thing i have to give
i need to know
whether its worth it or not
i dont want to give something away
only to wish i hadnt

and on a third note
why is life so confusing
why arent there answers to my questions
why cant i figure out who im meant to be...