Mom

Mom sit down
I have something to say
I have so much on my mind
I have to tell you today

Remember when I left
Just last year
Well I was pregnant
Telling you was a great fear

I see the disappointment
But I had a beautiful girl
I had to give her away
I gave up my world

I couldn't care for her
I wanted her to have the best
I still get to see her
And I will none the less

But now again I am
3 weeks in already
But the doctor said it may be hard
This baby for me to carry

I already had some signs
The blood flowing out
I was so scared
I went outside to scream and shout

I went to the doctor
It's too early to tell
But Mom please don't hate me
Or hate my baby as well

I don't think I can carry him
And its killing me inside
Sit down please mom
this pain I can't hide

Mom I love you I'm sorry
But yes this story is true
Please help me mom
do you love me too?