Miscarriage

I haven't talked in two days
haven't left my room at all
Haven't had a thing to eat
I just let my tears fall

Only 4 weeks in
And already I have lost you
The doctor said I couldn't
But I didn't want it to be true

"it would be too hard for you
Your body cant support a baby
In a few years it'll be no problem
I'm so terribly sorry."

I had hit the first stage already
All I could feel was pain
But then when I saw the blood
My life began to just drain

I feel to my knees grabbed my stomach
And for hours all I did was cry
Knowing you were gone
Left me wanting to die

I wanted you so bad
I had a name picked out too
Whether you were a boy or girl
And he wanted you too

As I sit here now
I still cant stop the tears
I just want to sleep forever
Leave the rest of my years

I want to be with my baby
I just want to wither and die
I love you so much my baby
Now all I can do is cry