You never noticed

Every time you tried to look into my eyes i looked away
but you didn't notice
every time i smiled was fake and every laugh was hollow
but you didn't notice
because every minute we spent together
i Knew you were thinking of her
so. . . . . . .
every time i laughed i was trying not to scream
and every time i smiled i was trying not to bleed
and every time i looked away
i was trying to hide the tears in my eyes
but you never noticed.