Where it all began Jordan

Look what Ive done.
To our friend ship.
Ive broken your heart.
I let feelings slip.

Jordan I'm sorry
for what Ive done.
I made a mistake
It wasn't fun.

I'm sorry about every
word that i said
I apologize now
I wish i were dead

Jordan i love you
not it that way
you are my friend
thats how it should stay

I thought i did
love you more
It was a laps in judgment
nothing more

Jordan god I'm so sorry
Jordan please
Ill do anything
Ill go on my knees

I need you to forgive me
I really do
You so kind to me
My friend you are true.

I'm going to break your heart
I'm doing it now.
Please don't ask questions.
Please don't ask how

I need to move on
i need to forget
The horrible things
I've done to you yet

Theres more to come
I'm sorry to say
I hope to God
you can forgive me one day

I messed with your heart
I messed with your life
Ive took you back
and stabbed it with a knife

I'm going to say
one final thing
So you understand
everything

There will be fury and hate
going into your eyes
I cant be with you
I'm full of lies

Watch yourself
around me
Jordan please
You should let me be

I cant stand the thought
of hurting you more
but its all flooding,
coming to the door.

Friends we are.
Still very true
Every word
i write for you

I know it may seem
Like I'm heartless
But I'm only trying
to fix this mess

Understand
what i have to say
Understand this
All by Monday

Lets go back
to the beginning
Back to where
we started everything

"Can i sit here?"
"I guess you can"
This is where
It all Began