Paved my way

There is no one left to fight, so I am fighting with my self.
There is no place left to go, I find I have paved my way to hell.
What could I have done?
Why has everything gone so wrong.
Now that there is only desperation.
I only seek to break free from my isolation.
What could have I done?
Going down this road what will I become.
Am I now just a memory, one to be forgotten.
This is maddness, as if sanity it self has become rotten.
By offering my hand I was pulled under.
Even in my brightest hour, I am left to ponder.
Could anything have been done?
Was it destined to end this way since the day it had begun?
Questions arise stiring violently in my mind.
When this has passed, will we give this another try?
Is this how it ends just another arc in our stories line?
Am I forsaken to the dark to question if I am blind?
Have I done something that wrong, that you can not forgive?
Have you forgotten why it was that we were even friends?
I feel helpless in this abandonment.
Was I the only one who cared enough.
Why is it that you give up?
Why do you get to choose when this is done?
You leave me in the cold, on that you once called friend?
How could you sever such bonds, and say this is the end?
Was it all just a lie, or a figment of my imagination.
I don't think you could comprehend my over whelming depression.
Left with out answers I feel over taken by frustration.
You won't answer me and tell me why we are no longer friends.
What the hell could have happened to cause this bitter end?
I am hurt beyond words by these actions that you have taken.
Leaving me to ponder why the ice is breaking.
Now I will plumit in to the cold waters of the abyss.
Emotionally I am unconvienced that this is truly it.
You will not confront me, leaving me to question why.
If you truly have a reason to dislike me, than how come you hide.
Why not just come out and tell me, tell me what it is I have done.
Can this truly not be worked out? Have you forgotten how this friendship begun?
There is no more reason to fight, yet I fight myself.
There is no where left to go, because I feel as though I am in hell.