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How much blood loss does is take to die? [More than I wish to find out] So why am I still here waiting? [Because I'm in love] The Army is fun and has a lot of good things. But it's also very controlling. I'm on break right now! I'm in top-shape as well. It's nice ;) She said, "I don't hate you, I just want to save you... while there's still something left to save" I told her, "I love you girl, but I'm not the answer for the questions you still have" |
It's starting again, I can feel,
Coming on so strong, it's unreal...
So cold, I'm gasping for air,
Reaching out for a hand thats not there...
Take my hand - it's always waiting,
Waiting for your warm hand to hold...
I thought what I was doing was right,
I was being led on by my own deceptions...
I lie on the ground,
and stare into space...
Speckles of sand fall from a roughly unshaven...
as sunset's tears bath scattered shipwrecked...
A small thought twists and spirals into a dream
Passing lost memories, lies, and hopeful wishes...
I wish I could see you the way I once did
But the new me hates the old you...
I'm leaving traces... (no one will know)
Walking in circles... You continue to follow...
I just can't get over losing you...
Instinct is dragging my heels in the dirt...
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My stupid heart keeps breaking and leaving pieces hidden behind. So when I'm fixing it and picking up the pieces, I don't get them all. Instead, I keep caring about things that I can't control, or that have hurt me... |