Ramblings on love

I am so in love with the concept of love

That I am completely incapable of it.

I try to put it in a box and label it.

I want it to go by my script.

I want my lover to be perfect, to give me everything,

and be content with my shallow selfish gestures.

I want what I see in movies, only better.

I want perfection without having to work at it.

I want a concept that flickers thru my mind,

A thought so incomplete I barely remember thinking it.

I want a love so deep it makes me weep.

I want someone so complete they complete me.

I want what no one has, and everything they do have.

I want something to make me feel important.

I want someone who cant live without me,

Yet strong enough to live for me.

I want alot....