Just sitting here...

I'm sitting here alone
by myself on my bed
so much junk
just running through my head

i'm sitting here crying
the tears roll down my check
i'm looking for an answer
but what is it i seek

i'm sitting here thinking
of what went worng
trying to not listen to it
listen to our song

i'm sitting here hurting
you really broke my heart
inow i'm stranded again
where i was at the start

i'm sitting here wishing
that is was all a drean
that you still love me
but its not as it does seem

i'm sitting here hopeing
that you walk through my door
that parts of me aren't bearking
and shattering on the floor

i'm sitting here bleeding
from wounds that wont heal
i need to cut once more
to know this pain is real

i'm sitting here shaking
my head has gone light
could it be the pills i took
to make everything alright

i'm sitting here stairing
out into space
i can no longer concentrate
i feel so out of place

i'm sitting here fading
i cant hold open my eyes
fuk i look a mess
eyes blood shot from cries

i'm sitting here breathing
struggling with air
nothing makes sense to me
how can this be fair

i'm sitting here spinning
round and round in my head
i cant hold myself up
i've collapsed near my bed

i'm lying here dying
and you dont have a clue
never forget me baby
cause i'll never forget you