I cry.

Why did I even bother?
I knew this was going
to happen.

Maybe I should just
quit. My heart kept
telling me not to give
up on you.

And I didn't I'm
so stupid, so foolish.
Everything you said
was a lie.

I'm so stupid for
thinking you cared.
For thinking that
maybe, just maybe
you loved me.

I'm so stupid for
thinking that you
wanted me. I can
just picture you
laughing at me for
being so stupid.

When am I going to
learn? How many more
times does this have
to happen?

Once should be
enough but it
is not.

I cry over you.
I cry and cry
until there are puddles
of my tears surrounding
me.

But, Do I cry because
I love you, or Do I cry
because I loved you?