No where to run

Hiding behind my own reflection
playing games with my own mind
its like I'm searching for attention
but really I'm scared at what I'll find

I've locked all doors
I've let myself down again,
all because
i run,
now the silence conquers me
i run ,
till i find it hard to breath
and the truth is, that theirs no where left to run

I've waited to see if what I'm feeling
waited to see if it was real
why do i feel like i deserve this?
why wont this bleeding seem to heal?

gnawing away inside of my heart
I'm really surprised, that it's still their
one day real soon, its gonna leave me
really i know this, but i don't care

I've lost my laws
and let myself down again
all because
i run
till the cold wind makes me cry
i run
till my heart, it starts to fly
to a place thats so so faraway
where theres no difference in night and day
but then i find, theres no where left to run

like the moon if it were falling
like the stars if they stopped burning
my sanity is losing grip of me
like a person with no shadow
like an earth that has no air
everything that means something
I've found out that its never gonna be there...

endure the daily pounding torture
its like a ghost thats haunting me
drowning within my imperfection
longing to be completely free

embracing darkness into my soul
embarking in battle to change my mind
how many times will i get shot down?
Am i my friend or am i my fiend?

I'm growing flaws
I've let myself down again
I'm fighting my own wars
I've let myself down again
and its all because
i run
till my purpose disappears
i run
till I'm facing with my fears
and theirs nothing i can say or do
to stop the truth from coming through
cos i know that there is no where left to run
the truth, is that theirs no where left to run
and I'm standing here, cos theirs no where left to run...