No one understands

Pretending to be happy,
when i'm not,
crying myself to sleep
yelling and screaming
but no one hears
wishing but not caring anymore,
wanting answers but not
wanting to give up
hating this world
the world that i am clearly lost in
I am feeling alone,
misunderstood
people saying and not caring
what i feel
and telling me to get over it
wishing i wasn't alive
thinking of ending it all
mad cause i think that way
thinking why me?
everything feels wrong
but i don't know why
my world is wrecked
and there's no one to find me.