Obscured sorry

To a girl thats light has died
tears are bled from this heart now its fried
my problems i wish weren't yours too
but i sat around not knowing what to do
wishing to fix a mistake but making this worse
now you can see why i say love is a curse
i fall deeper and deeper but now your falling along side
i wish i could stop the both of us and not have to collide
wish i was there for you for every heart ache and pain you felt
but i guess I'm too late my cards have been dealt
not holding back i lay them on the table
to see if you will still accept my bet or call it unstable
down down down sorry has lost all feeling
now your the one with the cards and is dealing
to my faults i blame nothing in this world on you
watch you limp around broken wings and all needing glue
id be the glue to your wings the blood to your heart
if only this life had a button to restart
for you to be mine is all Ive wanted for so long
but your ears grow tired of this same old song
so i apologize with a sorry i didn't mean to let you fall
didn't mean to leave you to bounce off the walls like a rubber ball
but sorry one more word in my life's useless pile
if only i had a second chance to be the one to make you smile
a friend with no respect, to dis the girl that runs my veins
i did release my anger on him after she felt his words pains
so i stand here waiting on a call
a promise and a sorry for the past but from here on end i will never let you fall
so don't close the door just yet, let a pinch of light shine threw please
keep the dead bolt open for i fear it may seize
i may stand alone but my heart knows you have always been by my side
to believe that this life would drive me to hide
well never again will i let an ignorant thing happen that is my word
take it or leave it I'm sorry this has been nothing but obscured