P2 of my story

Part 2

she slowly rises off the floor, pulls her hair back into a low pony tail, small sections of her hair fall own over her face. she wipes away the excess tears and eye liner that have run down her cheeks. she straightens herself up and with a deep breath she slowly unlocks the door with her eyes closed. when she opens the door she finds Jessica sitting in the hall way, with her head gently resting on her knees. she sits next to her, placing her hand just under her chin she slowly lifts her head. Jessica is a sorry sight, her eyes blood shot for all the crying and her eye liner and mascara is smudged down her face and around her eyes. The girls eyes lock and no words need to be said. Jessica tries to grab her hand but in one sharp movement she pulls away. she looks away and shakes her head, she slowly gets up off the floor and looks at Jessica. How can one girl ruin a life so dramaticly that it feels as though life its self can not go on? she suttly suggests that Jessica should leave and she whispers good bye.

And again shes back in her room, back against the door, taking deep, spread out breaths, praying that each one may be her last. A sudden feeling of calm sweeps over her body and her mind locks onto one thought, suicide...her suicide. she begins to wonder, ponder on the thought of her suicide, questionng herself : am i strong enough? what will this prove?. slowly she rises to her feet and on her face is nothing but a blank, empty, shallow expression. It is at this moment that she decides her fate, her future and creates her own destiny...