Black Hole

Here it goes again
The black hole in my chest
Opening up and taking everything away
Leaving just pain
Again

Different guy
Different lies
Different reason
Same pain

Same dull sucking
Same jagged prodding
Same place
Where the glues has not been placed from last time
Let alone set

I am starting to think I am a masochist
That I might enjoy passing out from the endless tears I have cried
That I might savor the constant let down
Maybe I want to feel pain rather than be void of feeling

Here is goes again
She does not need to speak
I can see it in her eyes
The words she is dreading to say

Here it goes again
Maybe it wont hurt this time