A battle i just cant win

Screaming down the streets
i ran away from my fears
my face hot and tired
from crying all these tears

i wished i could turn back
and not be afraid
for everything to have got better
so i could have stayed

hell screams in my head
calling out my name
i dont want to let go
but im going insane

the feelings are getting stronger
im starting to give in
i cant hold on any longer
its a battle i just cant win