Forget me forever

A cut near my throat
A cut on my wrist
2 more cuts
You, I will miss

Put 10 pills in my mouth
Swallow them all
10 more go down
I am surrounded by these walls

1, 2 more cuts
Soon it will be done
10 more pills
So I will have won

30 have gone down
But I am still here
10 more, it is doubled now
I will miss you my dear

Many do this because of love
But I do it simply because of strife
Although I will miss the girl
That was the love of my life

So I guess as they say
I have let you all down
But somehow I have saved you
I will be in the ground

Its finally over
Truly and forever it is done
Although it may have been easier
If I could have found a gun

I want you to know
That I tried everything else
To prevent this sin
Of killing myself

This may not have been meant to be
But it was my only escape
I was meant to do great things
But I changed my fate

Save me your pity
I ll forget you did care
I guess this makes me selfish
My coffin, I will never share

Burn me, bury me
Do whatever you want
But if you remember me and cry
Then you I shall forever haunt

why can't you just forget me,
Forget me forever!!