Ingrained within me
a flesh and bone will
far from iron
still close to the fire
i stand inside
through the flames
i am refined
there is a wicked storm
and i am in the midst
of Gail force winds
and it seems like i am unaffected
life goes on in chaos
and i am helpless
to make any order
because none is mine to change
i reach for normality
but what i grasp
far from reality
still i am convinced that
i can change everything
with my love (i truly have no clue of the real meaning)
with my compassion (all that I've experienced of this was never relieving)
with my thoughts (absolute disharmony)
can you see that i care? ( your true feelings will disarm me)
