Wondering Why

Why do I miss him?
Why does it hurt?
Why do I dwell
And treat myself like dirt?

Why do I cry?
Why do I care?
Maybe it's the fact
That he's always there?

Why does he matter?
Why is he so great?
Why do I feel like
I've made a mistake?

Why does it hurt?
Why do I cry?
Why am I sitting here
Just wondering why?

-Copyright-Amber Palmer