Scilent screams into the dark

When the lights goes off
and everything goes dark
i close my eyes tight
and remember the past

the night mares i live
each and every one
i started to shake
and feel so numb

i don't know Wat to do
Wat to think, how to feel
nothing in my life
ever seemed real

i want to run away
learn to run free
can someone help me
escape this insanity.