Lost, and Recovery?

Let me tell you a story, it starts like this.

As, I smile towards you,
you smile back,
unpleasantly,
I ask,
why unpleasant,
you don't answer,
I say tell me,
you say no,
as I hear your phone ring, a lot,
I say why so many calls,
you don't answer,
as I say tell me,
you don't answer.
I say why are you behaving like this,
you don't answer,
until,
you said is over. I look at you,
and I said why with surprise,
but it wasn't.
I been through this moment a bunch of time.
Now my heart is destroyed, I called it Island, me and you use to live on the Island.
But, now I'm lost in my own Island......
I'm lost,
in a Island, called lost love,
I enter it,
it was destroyed, once again,
but once-upon-a-time it use to be the best place on earth, and the best feeling,
but it collapse,
this all happen because, of love,
it was vanished, it was like if it wasn't there no more, just because of an argument started, and miss hearing.
But, this Island I'm rebuilding it, for another special love,
well, I hope. So, when, the love comes, it will be the best place on earth, and another feeling.