What you will never know

I walked away today knowing that if i stayed i couldn't ever move on with my life
it hurts to know i cannot let go of the memories that become present every time i look at you
i get the thoughts that something might happen one day
someday soon you'll come back to me so we can be together
I looked one last time and realized no matter what i do i don't think i could forget about you
even now I'm sitting on the grass and i can see your face when i close my eyes
i can picture your hand on my face as you gently kiss my lips
you will never know how much i cared about you
and what i would've done for you
you will never know how much i loved you
wondering now if i will ever find a love so true
a person so caring and full of love
i turned around to see you looking at me and not making any last moves or saying any last words
i decided right then and there you were going to be a memory lost in time even though it made me cry to think that what we had i thought was so right
but how a person can be so wrong and think its love when it's lust but with us it was different
we were in love we just couldn't keep it because it was being torn apart by other people
friends and parents and school it all makes a love die
but in the end you are a loving memory that i will never forget but you will never know
when i look in your eyes you will never see the love i have for you
you will never see the tears
you will never see the smile that has faded into a frown
you will never remember the days , the moments, the seconds we spent together
but i know you will never forget the way i kissed you that first day
you will never forget the way i held you in these arms
but put all of that together
you will never know how in love i was with you
and how even though i walked away you never came running after me