By yourself

I use to feel storms of anger
rushing threw my being

now i feel a numbness lurking behind the scenes
of this twisted little drama,
thats mangled all my dreams

and now I've come to this
I've fallen once again

usings just too easy,
and it'll always be your friend

you never have to share with blow,
Your by yourself
no one knows

this secret love affair
is very tricky
you'll think your body isn't sickly
you'll think they're just out to get you

there's nothing wrong
i feel alright
at least i think
its honestly hard to tell

cause being numb isn't fun
especially when you are all by yourself