Renee'

I could be in a room of hundreds,
but I feel alone.
I could say Ive never felt this way before,
it'd be a lie.

I never thought Id let my life turn out this way,
A life of empty promises and no dreams to speak of,
My life is just not worth living. True.

I could be in a flower garden,
but never see one color.
I could say Ive never felt this way,
I would be a liar.

I never thought there'd be a day where Id say it out loud,
My life is just not worth living,
Should I just end it now? No.

I'm in a room with my father,
We've never felt so alone
We both miss my mother,
that is not a lie.

I'm told things happen for a reason,
but I can never seem to find one.
I could say I've never felt this way before,
and it would be the truth. True.