The Trap Of Guilt

I wallow in your pity
loving the sweet scent of it
i crave your sadness
and i beg until i win it

i pursue your eyes
they tell me if i sealed the deal
i kiss your depression
until i no longer have mine

i chase your pain
guided by self guilt
i make you want to cry
all of this for me

i realize its no longer
just a ride
its a escape
if just for the nights

you will one day
realize what i do
and when you figure
I'll find some one else who was you