Cuts and scars

Life shouldn't be this hard
i can't show you who i am
trying to hide these scars
i like to watch the blood
trickle down my arms
i see it all go down the drain
i smile and laugh
at what used to be my pain
see my wrists
watch them bleed
showing you
there is something i need
just someone to help me stand
someone to hold my hand
but please don't squeeze so hard
most are cuts
not just scars