Tired

Tired of feeling like a prisoner ,
why can't he let me have just one friend ?.
Allow me to go into town without the 101 questions ,
being stuck in this house only allowed to go out with him drives me round the bend.

Tired of pretending that I am happy ,
truth is only happiness in my life is my three boys.
But once he gets home from work ,
he yells at them to be quiet and pick up their toys.

Tired of working at school all day ,
with two little boys who simply don't want to be there.
All I want to do is help them even made things for them ,
which they have destroyed and its like they just don't care.

Tired of being taken for like a fool ,
by someone who never meant a word they ever said to me.
Should have stuck to my vow to never fall 'in love' again ,
so now my broken heart I will lock and locked it will always be.

Tired of life and living in this place ,
a place that is a world filled with so much hurt and bad.
I live for my kids and nothing else ,
because theres just too much in this life that makes me sad.