Unhealthy

I took a pill to stop the pain, but when I saw you, My heart i swear it sank
I had a head ache, real bad migraine causing my mind to go blank.
Unhealthy; well at least that's how I felt
Hot with a fever, sweating bullets as i melt
I took a pill to stop the hurting but I swear it never stop the pain
I let a tear drop then another... so that meant I cried again
The last tear was "the last" tear but the moist on my cheek wasn't rain
It's like me loosing my all, causing my fall then going insane
unprecedented feeling, I never felt this way.
I was a new victim of love and got this disease of heavy hate
So innocent; fell in love, yet I wasn't ready for the pressure
And first love's Like this love was all love never knew there could be better.
unhealthy, I was sicker then sick
Angry revenge seeker, I was ticker than Tick
Lonely, you were my second half, better half, forever half
But now you found better love so I'm now the Never half?
look at me, I'm unhealthy, I can't walk with my head up
to afraid my eyes would vomit tears, but yet I ain't fed up
Stupid, foolish and if given the chance I'd do it again
in spite of you, never denying you; still wanting to be more than friends
this inept feeling made me realize you were the Horrible medication I was prescribed to
So I moved on, all pills now gone, because I lied to myself and I was tired of being lied to.
unhealthy? I wont deny I used to be..
bitter sweet, Hell you would've been the death of me
Tears? We all have feelings; everybody cries...
but i was unhealthy for all the WRONG reasons, taking the wrong medication when all I had to do was learn to say... Goodbye..