WHY?

Why am I feeling this way?
It's like this now most days,
A feeling I can't explain
Some emotion in my head,
that complains.

I don't know if it's being sad,
Far from glad,
Maybe even angry
Or it could even be lazy?

Happiness just isn't there
It's pi***** me off, this I can't bear!
Though I know it will get worse as the week goes on,
How long it's been I can't remember it's been so long.
A couple of months at least,
Now this I have no idea how to beat?

Help I need to seek,
Hopefully a counsellor will help me next week.
I have alot of things to say,
Keeps growing more each day!

Where will this go? Will anyone help me?
Please give me answer I can see!