Still c.u.t..i.n.g

Its been nearly to years
since i put a razor to my skin
Its been 2 years that iv held
all this emotion hate and pain with in.

i still love him
An my hearts still broken
An im feeling dead
Theres no more hopin.

dad doesnt care
My friends are no where to be seen.
everyones hating on me
everyones being so much more den mean.

Im sick of this pain
sick of all this depression inside.
im trying so hard to take my life
but god wont let me die.