It Happened Again

It happened again
I screamed inside
I wanted to die
I hate myself
For everything it's not worth
It happened again
I got yelled at
For not giving a damn
I just want to be free from the pain I see, feel, hear, and have inside me.
I want to get away from it all
Everything
Everybody
Just run from everything in my past
Leave it all behind
Not giving a damn what I run into
Just as long as I'm free of what I have been through
And I know that's impossible
Because every given day gives me twenty-four more brutal hours to think about what has happened..