Never wake

Waking up, I feel the pressure
And I know today, is just another day
My head still aches from last night
My pillow's still tear stained
I'm mad at the sun
For shining so bright
Because it's not gonna shine today
It's just telling me another lie
And I slip underneath the covers
Begging God, to just let me go
Cuz I've lost everything
That I used to know

Why did I even try?
To open my eyes
Just to find it's still all the same
And I cry a little bit more
Sink a little bit deeper
Waiting for something to save me
Before this feeling kills me
...Well maybe it's too late