This Time (509)

Loving and caring
Loneliness blaring
People are staring
And staring, uncaring.

Love, yet lost
Within the freeze and the frost
The cost,
Oh the cost, of what I've lost.

The anger, the pain
I've tried to refrain
From these feelings, insane,
Insane as the pain.

Love carefully growing
Footsteps slowly slowing
The eyes, they are knowing
Knowing the love that is growing,

It grows within, inside of me
Where no one hears, no one sees
Where I can only try to be ME
But still.. no one sees,
When it's you who needs to

Understand,
Within this little land
Of make believe creatures, sunsets and sand
I find it hard to understand because you, you're just a man.

So you'll keep walking
I'll keep falling
You keep ignoring
I'll keep calling,

You're just a man,
Which means you'd never understand
What I go through
When I'm with you,

I'll keep smiling
Though I'm really crying
You keep walking away
Although you know I'm really dying...

This time.

~for Daimon: you know and I know~

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