They all remember what I'd kill to forget
The things that hurt too much not to regret
Nevertheless all those cruel things you said
Still are cutting me coldly inside my head
Happiness decides to take the risk and flee
Even it will be more contented without me
My insanity yet again is my only comfort
To the agony of loss and the dirt around it
The voices in my head are still circling me
Your unruly innocence is haunting you see
I miss the ringing of you laugh in my ears
You made love and trust my deepest fears
Darling, can't you see me here as I choke
Screaming out for the faded heart I broke
Without you arms to pull me out I'm stuck
Mouth unable to scream, eyes unable to look
I'm tripping into silence but I need to shout
I wish I could forget, however the secrets out
My heart is left crippled by the love I possess
And my mind in scattered pieces left to obsess
"I hate you" I scream as you slice into my heart
There you are laughing as you pull me apart
I try to reach you, except you're already gone
You don't hear me whisper, "I loved you all along"
