I don't no the score board but i don't no the rules

This feeling Wash's over me
as I'm bombarded with memories of my past
so many feelings trapped inside
and forever they will last

he works his way into my head
with his Petey thoughts and lies
i know he's nothing but pathetic
but i cant stop my cries

he leaves me feeling worthless
and all empty inside
his words Peirce my heart
and makes me wish I'd died

I'm still scared of him
and i hate that he gets to me
i don't understand why
and I'm not sure I'll ever see

seeing his face makes me sick
as i remember what he did
i was only young
nothing more than a kid

I'm waiting for the day
that i can forget his name
until then he will continue to mess with my head
because to him it is a game

I'm not sure of the scoreboard
but he doesn't believe in rules
he just wanted to play big and tough
to impress the other tools

the feels wont leave me
and the emotions run high
maybe one day I'll see that
he's not worth the tears i cry.....