RIP

Sometimes it gets hard to breathe
other times I cant sleep
thinking of your last moments
cuts me deep

I find refuge in the promises of the Lord
you're all in a better place
surrounded by love
and kept forever safe

but it gets hard sometimes
I wake in the middle of the night and just cry
tomorrow brings hope of change
and all I can do right now is try

I want to be strong
but sometimes I forget how
life is passing by me in a blur
I have to start living for You now

things will never be the same
I keep asking why
why did it have to be you?
why did anyone have to die??

RIP
15/04/08
never forgotten
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