Broke and broken

If cold air was edible I'd have a fridge worth of food.
Expired but my hunger makes it taste good.
Broken wife left me because I'm a lazy slob.
Desperation keeps me dreaming about people I want to rob.

Some days I sleep for two I just can't get out of bed.
On the first I avoid the landlord like a bounty on my head.
I stopped answering my cell because the calls are always creditors.
I stopped answering the door because the creditors are predators.

My parents don't speak to me they live two blocks away.
Ashamed of the black sheep; I chose to live this way.
Used to lay with my girl speaking million dollar plans
She's a million dollar girl and I was a million dollar man.
The only thing missing was about a million dollars.

And a shower and clean clothes and dishes and clean teeth.
Depression makes me not want to do anything.
I smell like dried up urine cum spit and masturbation.
I'm sick of the crap like a stagnent constipation.

A ruined broken man who's dreams have all failed.
My momma told me one day that the whole world would hail -
To me but see it's not that way it seems my mom did lie.
Seems there's not much out here in this world for her special little guy.