Almost good enough ((for you))

I wonder if you know,
know that your words still sting
every time I think of you
a little more pain it brings

I know stanzas aren't good enough,
never good enough for you
I don't even know if you read them..
I just know what I try to say is true

I know i don't deserve your trust,
I broke a promise, made a lie,
but I wish you could see that I hurt too
that I have my own tears to cry

Something's got to change
or I'm afraid I'll be stupid again
I don't want to dance this dance
don't want to be a victim of my own sin

Did you know I stare at the ceiling,
look for a sign on what to do?
Did you know I'm groping in the dark
trying to figure out what's wrong with you

And it just hurts

**to..well...if it's to you, i hope you'll get it...doubt it**